Shelly's Beautiful Mind

Photo

Sun, 31 Mar 2013 02:28:06 -0400

my little diva

Fri, 08 Mar 2013 01:49:55 -0500

my little diva

My pretty Kennadi

Sun, 17 Feb 2013 00:02:11 -0500

My pretty Kennadi

Hi Reasy

Thu, 29 Nov 2012 01:49:19 -0500

Hi Reasy

Tattoo

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 03:26:04 -0500

Tattoo

catorigallery: I second that, amongst the other thousands!!!!!...

Mon, 26 Nov 2012 03:24:37 -0500

catorigallery:

I second that, amongst the other thousands!!!!! ;)

Xoxoxo

Catori

Helllllllp Tumblr .. Been a minute

Mon, 01 Oct 2012 01:41:09 -0400

Helllllllp Tumblr .. Been a minute

Hey boo

Fri, 27 Jul 2012 15:55:02 -0400

Hey boo

Love iT ! blognailedit: Bowling for Beauty

Fri, 13 Jul 2012 00:08:15 -0400

Love iT ! blognailedit:

Bowling for Beauty

can’t be real

Sat, 19 May 2012 03:03:18 -0400

can’t be real

"Shelly's beautiful mind" ... I LIKE THAT :)

Fri, 18 May 2012 01:13:01 -0400

thank you

how old are u beautiful?

Fri, 18 May 2012 01:12:41 -0400

What does a man has to do if trying to get a beautiful woman like you? From Mr No Comment

Fri, 18 May 2012 01:12:33 -0400

comeandgetit1726: Yesssssssssssssssssssssss

Sat, 21 Apr 2012 00:00:11 -0400

comeandgetit1726:

Yesssssssssssssssssssssss

Love

Fri, 20 Apr 2012 23:51:12 -0400

I wonder if I push people away for fear of not being able to love them back? Sometimes I don’t feel worthy of love… But I want it do bad right now

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DcNugJk8UPdw%26feature%3Dyoutu.be&feature=...

Sat, 07 Apr 2012 03:27:28 -0400

http://m.youtube.com/#/watch?desktop_uri=%2Fwatch%3Fv%3DcNugJk8UPdw%26feature%3Dyoutu.be&feature=youtu.be&v=cNugJk8UPdw&gl=US

geniusretard: WHERE IS THIS AT??????

Wed, 15 Feb 2012 21:11:57 -0500

geniusretard:

WHERE IS THIS AT??????

This year all I pledged was to be true to myself..and my children.. I am responsible for who they...

Wed, 18 Jan 2012 02:53:00 -0500

This year all I pledged was to be true to myself..and my children.. I am responsible for who they become in life and honestly i haven’t focused on them as much as I should.. don’t get me wrong mom is the 1st title I hold.. When I first became pregnant with my 1st child I was 16 carrying the child of my 1st.. my 1st love and he was in jail locked up for murder so what does a adolescent teenager pregnant with the first male to take her virginity do? She doesn’t out weight the pros and con she has the baby despite what the majority tells her, after the birth of Daija (whom I just knew was a boy and had already picked out the name of Kaleb for her was born.. a girl it to her god mother Rachel to name her and she chose Daija) I was an okay mom from the start but being a favorite of my mother never lead me to own up to my responsibility as a mother (I think she felt bad about my situation dad in jail) I NEVER had to have the responsibility of being a teen mom, if I didnt have it was provided( I held the only heir to my mothers legacy for 7 yrs which I produced the 2nd in 2002) If I wanted to hang out with friends it was condoned.. Im not bashing my mother as a mom but I was her daughter with a daughter..honestly if my 16 yr old had a child I cant say that i wouldnt be the same way. but nonetheless I learned my lesson and through the years I managed to get my own apartment and take care of me and my daughter away from my family.. my mother had a hard time being away from Daija.. so 6 yrs later when I finally decided to get in a relationship and move in with my boyfriend it was hard for my mom and family to be away from Daija and hard for him to accept that I just obliged to my family and let her be there all the time.. its all she knew why change it and with me being pregnant and in not the healthiest relationship why keep my daughter around that? Made sense to me.. Anyway the birth of Aryana in May of 2002 was everything to me.. a planned pregnancy with my love, quickly turned horrible when I realized how possessive he truly was.. I put all my time and energy into keeping Daija away from all the negative and kept Ary close my saving grace.. my light to show me how to be a mother always with her teaching her .. I knew this was it for me in the children department for I had to know myself as an adult and a mother and I honestly loved who I became to be .. until that relationship hit a end the one who I gave into .. and gave all my love heart and soul lied to me and was not who he claimed to be.. the breakup was tough and lead me to suicidal thoughts but im honestly not cut for suicide I love me and being a mom.. upon the break up I really learned how to be a mother at 24, with little help from my family.. I was good independent and 4 years later found myself pregnant again… I didnt want the pregnancy but as I sat in the abortion clinic and they let me HEAR the HEARTBEAT of my baby.. I couldn’t do it.. my only choice was to move forward and have my child… alone? Yes.….after the 11/06 birth of my 3rd daughter Kennadi is where I honestly truly felt I had purpose..her love was the greatest love of all.. just me and her nobody else..my children all served different purposes in my life at the years of their births 5/1995 5/2002 & 11/06 life changing years for me and today on this day 1/17/12 I can say I am the greatest mother to ALL of them and my love is not divided… it is equal.. they made me a better person..everything I do is for them.. this year is dedicated to them and no one else.. my loves.. if I ever leave this earth I want them to know I love them with every breath I take … nothing or no one comes before them.. EVER!!!!! Daija <3 Aryana <3 Kennadi <3

effyooseekay: I want this shirt. Nice shirt

Thu, 12 Jan 2012 09:36:01 -0500

effyooseekay:

I want this shirt.

Nice shirt

cocoalure: THIIIIIIIIISSSSS!!! femmedelinquent: thereflectionet...

Mon, 09 Jan 2012 14:50:33 -0500

cocoalure:

THIIIIIIIIISSSSS!!!

femmedelinquent:

thereflectioneternal:

#f’realz

especially convo’s about celebs, makeup, gossip etc.

gratuitous picture of my fucking self